Prehistoricdanc

Except I haven't written an entry since the start of 2016. 

A lot has happened friends. 2016 I started a old person Merchandiser job which helped me a lot with anxiety, and all that jazz. Also putting some money in my pocket. I mean before that was UPS, and before that was an dress shop of literal horrors. It's been a long 7 years?? 6 or 7? something like that. 

ANYWAY!! Last year I started volunteering at a local shelter. Which then led to me taking a "basic veterinarian care" course at a local BOCES (basically a tech school) Well I'm still taking it. Started in October, and ends next Monday. I also had taken a small animal first aid course. I'm going to look into one that actually certifies me in CPR for animals. So anyway this course ended up getting me a new job at a 24-7 emergency vet hospital which is also the only specialist hospital on Long Island. This opportunity came to me thanks to my teacher at BOCES.

All of this is happening so I can eventually start planning my life long dream. Which is to open an animal hotel. I figure I would start where I am now so I can learn things about animal care. I may go into the Vet assistant class. I was thinking the tech course at a local community college but that's really going an extra step then needed.

So right now I'm a receptionists. That leads to another problem I've had for years. Social anxiety. It has actually reached the point where I can't just deal with it. I tried working day shifts for a couple days but would always end up crying for no reason. My other jobs didn't have as much chaoticness as this one. Luckily I have a great boss who is understanding, and I work night shifts until I figure myself out. Going to the doctors on Thursday to talk to someone. 

I did try medication in 2007 for it but it left me "bleh" it's not supposed to do that to you so I stopped taking it. So after so many years I'm deciding to do it again because I can't control it, and no amount of talking is going to help solve it. I just know better now. I was a kid then so it was easy for doctors to be stupid. Also smart enough to not go to the same place because they treated me like shit.

It has been...a ride.....but you just have to keep going up my friends. Fight for your dreams, make sure to keep a positive outlook, and really it helps to have a good support group. Weed out the toxic, and jealous people even if that means your own blood.

I am still cosplaying yess. Not as much now plus my two big cons happen one right after another. Magfest which was great, and Katuscon is literally next week. 

I hope you are all well <3 That is if you're still active. dA isn't what it used to be. 

I got nothing.

I didn't update my journal here for months. 2015 was a shitty fucking year,and I rarely had anything not negative to say.

The main part of my shitty was having to put down my cat of 18 years down. Lucky. She just got old real quick, and no one was ready for that. I just got really depressed right after. One of my friends coworkers had given me a kitten. She was 8 weeks old when I got her and now she's almost 8 months old. She's black, and her name is Vidia. She's amazing. 

Her personality is totally different from Lucky's. It's amazing how animals can heal you. Or at least help a lot. It was still a dark year.

I did have great times at the conventions I attended. The concerts I went too (finally seeing haste the day, framing hanley, shinedown, and bayside) I had a great birthday. My friends are the most amazing creatures. 

I am actually debating on deleting dA since I barley use it.

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Happy 2015. I'm hoping everyone has made this year a lot better then 2014 was. *farting noises*

Katsucon was really great this year. Which is awesome since last years blew. I went as Annie 2.0, Sabrina from the pokemon games, Angel Stocking, and Fem! Kristoff. I was really happy with my cosplays this year. Minus my Stocking shoes. They were a size to big but they were all I could find. They ended up really fucking up my feet so I wore my boots most of the time. Punk rock angel stocking??? Dig it!!

I'm over the snow, and I want it to be warm already!! I haven't seen the ground since January!!! Well in NY at least. I saw the ground while in Maryland but it was so fucking cold there. So cold the water froze over.

Right now I'm working on other projects, and thinking of my AnimeNext situation. I was going to go to Colossal con but no one I know is really going? and if I went to that then I would probably not be able to go to Otakon. Plus it's the weekend before AnimeNext. I love conventions but I'm not really sure I could live through doing two back to back.

I don't really know what else. See you when the weather is warm XD

Oh, wow, hey man. Didn't mean to leave dA hanging for four months!!

So....

I had a Free! Themed birthday party back in July and it was really great. My friends are the best. They put it together for me. It was a pool party, obviously. I just wish it was a bit hotter out that day and NOT over casted!! *shakes fist* I was Gou, naturally.

I did go to Otakon. It was a good con but wow way to fucking hot. I loved the outside fountain and that amazing pirate ship T-T I did two characters for Summerstuck. Latula, and Vriska. I cosplayed Pirate Periwinkle, Umi, and Gou. Sadly I got a mixture of food poisoning, and heat stroke on the last day so I spent two hours in the car vomiting. It was terrible. Because I wasn't able to lift my head up I had to sleep at a friends in NJ. Then left 6 hours later. It was so bad. I couldn't eat anything but toast for two days.

I saw Linkin Park, and 30 seconds to mars in August. I also saw Within Temptation, and X-Japan in October. I went to NYCC Friday and then to the WT concert, and the next day I saw X-japan. It was a tiring weekend to say the least.

I cosplayed gym leader Sabrina from the Pokemon games. No one really recognized that version but I was relieved to not be bothered at a con for once. haha. I was pretty much by myself but I met up with other people. I got to borrow a ticket since they sold out so fucking fast.

Uh......I've been to loads of concerts this year. I saw Maximum the hormone in October as well. They're so nuts, it's great. I never thought I would have seen them, ever. I just saw Anberlin this past Sunday. It was the last time I'll ever see them since they're calling it quits. So sad. It was emotional.

I went to Hetalia day in October and it was way better this year then last. I went as Ireland again but I got to make a maid outfit And I sold some scarves.

I was Sam from Trick r treat for Halloween, and had my party on Halloween. My first party ever for the holiday was on Halloween years ago. This one was better then that one. For obvious reasons.

Now it's just time to get ready for Katsucon. In less then three months. Whyy? kill me. haha. 2015 is going to be a better Katsu then this year. This year was such shit that I barley even remember it. I just remember the snow storm ruined a lot. I was in a lot of pain, and hated all but one of my cosplays. haha. So terrible.

I'm being Angel Stocking, a version of Luka from Vocaloid, and female Kristoff. With a few casual cosplays like Yuu from Haikyuu. :3

Got my one blue, and pink scarf taken down from Etsy since I used my cosplay photos, and Hussie apparently didn't like that. I did get to sell one of the two at least before they searched the site. *rolls eyes*

I am taking scarf commissions!!! So you can message me at my Etsy or on my facebook fanpage. Links are down below!!!


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When did it become mid July?

I am preparing myself for Otakon in August. I'm going as Pirate Perriwinkle. Sumerstuck Vriska, and Latula. I'm probably bringing my Umi cosplay but I have to fix it up since it fell apart during AnimeNext.

Anext was fun this year but I got an allergic reaction to a MAC lipgloss. So it kind of put a small damper on my time. It hurt so bad T-T

I had a Free! Themed birthday party during the weekend. Organized by my amazing friends. It was super fun but I wish it was a bit hotter. Would have made the pool more enjoyable. I have the best friends ever <3

Blip bloop.

Not much else going on that's worth writing about. lol.

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